fynn jamal - suatu pernah

habis sudah madah;
tak ada satu pun yang tertinggal,
setiapnya telah—
kau ambil dan terus kau jual.

seolah tak pernah memakna apa,
seolah tak pernah kau inginkannya,
seolah—
tak pernah...

dikutipku bila sudi,
di bila tidak, dibiar mati,
dan lebih menyakitkan—
ku tetap tunggu di tepi jalan.

seperti tak pernah ku ada harga,
seperti tak pernah kita bersama,
seperti tak pernah kau mahu aku,
--tak pernah rindu
--tak pernah rayu
--dulu.

terleburhancur kebal rusukku;
berkecaisepai, terpecahbelah,
terima kasih atas ajarmu—
--cinta tak wujud
--ah, tak pernah.

dan dengarkan jeritku;
jujur tak terfitnah,
kau hanya bagiku—
suatu yang pernah.

takkan ada apa—
yang mampu untuk buat kau pulang,
bila sudah tiada rasa—
bikinlah apa, tetap kau terbang.

takkanku pujuk kau jangan pergi,
takkan ku minta kau fikir lagi,
takkan ku paksa renung semula,
takkan ku suruh apa2.

takkan ku izin tubuh dibuka,
takkan ku pamer reput di dada,
takkan ku rebah,
takkan ku goyah,
takkan ku biar tubuh didarah.

hairrrrrrr -.-

I want my long hair back. . . . . . . . . .

Random

All we have left is broken promises and broken hearts. If I had known this was the end, I'm not sure I would have wanted to start.

Your words are nothing but lies. Each one of you.

please let me be strong ya Allah. Only You know how I feel right now. It has been 3 months but it still hurts every time I think of him.

He doesn't have a single idea how much I'm missing him right now. Its okay, slowly Fatin, slowly. .

Studies are much tougher lately, need to increase my momentum in everything. and I miss KL badly!


:(
p/s: i just wanna go home

blue paradise

i performed and yeah it was something to be remembered :)

just cause